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Thu Dec 17, 2009, 9:49 PM
  • Mood: Affection
Oh, well hey guys.

Yup, I decided to make a Journal.

It's winter break... I had fun today.

And I bruised myself with a rifle. :(

that's about it....

yup.

<3

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Life is hell

Fri Aug 28, 2009, 7:32 PM
  • Mood: Irritated
I'm trying to be straight to the point.

Lately I have become a very negative person, the complete opposite of my normal self.

I'm sick of my best friend, who isn't nice at all.

I'm confused about a guy who has already wrecked part of high school.

The guy i KNOW i like, knows that i like him, and is ignoring me.

And to top it off apparently i'm 'ignoring' my friends,
when really i don't have enough time to deal with this crap.

Negative comments won't help. I get that some realistic people see that I am trying to deal with this in the most normal way i can, which means to plaster a smile on my face and continue to be as much as my normal self as I can. But i don't think people realize, that it is incredibly hard. If i seem in a good mood, do not come up to me, and bring me down with the things I have TRIED so incredibly hard to forget for just one pure second. Can I not ask for that much?

Adding on to that, that i have been very sickly lately. When i am sick I DO NOT EAT, for it makes me throw up. I get terrible headaches, and a burning fever. Add on too that my period, which started the day after i became sick, and i am not going to be in a good mood. I know i try hard, but you could help by giving me a break. please.

I have lost four to six pounds in the past two days.
not good.

I don't like to hear other negative comments either.

"Oh my gosh, did you see that Emily girl? she's such a slut!"

HOW?
i have never done anything in my life to ever figure that im a slut, so what stupid human would magically create that in their mind?
you can screw yourselves.

I'm almost done.

Falling over the edge.

At my wits end.

DON'T PUSH ME.

I'm not normally this violent, or moody, but you guys provoke me.

Just keep your mouths shut and maybe it might work out.

Maybe.

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PROGRESS

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 5, 2009, 12:20 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Breakeven - The Script
I have a couple of more deviations to upload :p

such as, Arsenio, Cerberus, and recently Requiem.

you can check them out at my photobucket account if you need them:
my name is ponygirl22

k thanks <3

My birthday badge

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Q&A

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 29, 2009, 10:52 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Breakeven - The Script
i found this i forget where haha

1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

Persona Dramatica:
madelyn - spoilt but slightly kind, lives with a stallion but isn't loved, no foals, no relatives living. sort of the outcast in a way.
araminta - total slut. she supposed to be lust, her heart was killed ages ago. no living foals, no living relatives, one of the seven deadly sins
nathari - the one stuck in the middle. sweet kind, but has a bad temper at times. just had arsenio, and is in love with codeine but is afraid the love isn't returned
arsenio - new born colt, loves the world so far, sweet, adventurous, curious.

Q&A

1. How old are you?
madelyn: fouurrr (:
araminta: four, unfortunately (she thinks shes old -rolls eyes-)
nathari: i'm three
arsenio: I was just bornded. =D

2. What's your height?
madelyn: 16.2. im all thoroughbred
araminta: ummm, 15.2?
nathari: 15.3 hands
arsenio: small xD

3. Are you a virgin?
madelyn: yes... i was used for racing not breeding
araminta: HELL NO.
nathari: well, obviously not cause i have Arsenio.
arsenio: whats a virgin???

4. Who's your mate/spouse?
madelyn: basilisk, but he's no fun whatsoever
araminta: im a free soul
nathari: codeine <333
arsenio: IM A BABY JEEZ. WAT DO YA ESPECT OF ME?

5. Do you have any kids?
madelyn: no
araminta: alive? no
nathari: yesss, my dear little ars
arsenio: hehe nooo -giggles-

6. What's your favourite food?
madelyn: alpha
araminta: grass?
nathari: ......
arsenio: mommy's milkkk (:


7. What's your favourite ice cream flavor?
madelyn: .... isnt that two legger food?
araminta: what the hell is ice cream?
nathari: im not gonna answer that
arsenio: IT SOUNDS NICEE =D

8. Have you killed anyone?
madelyn: no....
araminta: duh
nathari: no, and proud.
arsenio: :O.... YOU CAN KILL PEOPLE?

9. Do you hate anyone?
madelyn: that stupid two legger who made me work for food
araminta: not specifically....
nathari: competition. >>
arsenio: NU UH. it bad to hate people (:

10. Have any secrets?
madelyn: who doesn't?
araminta: yes
nathari: maybe
arsenio: NOOO (:

11. What is your job?
madelyn: i used to be a racehorse -mumbles-
araminta: to seduce equines
nathari: to be a mother
arsenio: to drink momma's milk =D

12. What do you do to relax?
madelyn: sleep.
araminta: relax? i don't have the time
nathari: just lie down
arsenio: whats that?

13. Where would you rather be lost - in a deserted village in the middle of a haunted forest surrounded by undead cults, or in a desert dotted with ruins filled with gold but no available water source?
madelyn: can i pass?
araminta: i guess the village, i'll just kill the undead people. wait, how do you kill undead people?
nathari: neither
arsenio: GOLD ITS SHINY -drools-

14. What are/were your parents like?
madelyn: i hardly ever saw them. it was training from when i was a youngin.
araminta: the got me raped....
nathari: i can't remember my childhood
arsenio: they are very nice and my mommy gives me milk and EVERYTHING =D

15. Do you want to say something to your readers?
madelyn: just keep reading.
araminta: people are reading? wait what?
nathari: ugh. good luck in life?
arsenio: HI! MY NAMES ARSENIO xD

i tag :iconfadenblade: :icontrinitywynette: and anyone else who wants to do this (:

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RLTW

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 29, 2009, 9:12 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Breakeven - The Script
I think i've been on that site for.... four years? maybe three im not sure.

but i love it. i hate how i kept forgetting and leaving and then coming back :p
i feel like i've betrayed everyone ahhh.

Um so ive joined back up (not technically, i still had my account but anywho)
so yeah. my characters were disposed off, because i couldn't remember half
of them. and now i have newww ones (:

madelyn;; thoroughbred / 4 years / 16.2 hh / female / dark / she's very spoilt. but she also knows the bad side of life, as she was neglected by humans and it still shows. she lives with a stallion named Basilisk, who's still getting to know her.

nathari;; mutt / 3 years / 15.3 hh / female / neutral / she's very down to earth. she can get very temperamental, but shes really smart and sweet once you get to know her. she's fallen for a stallion named Codeine and she just joined his herd (:

araminta;; arabian mix / 4 years / 15.2 hh / female / dark / originally she was made for a plot about the seven deadly sins. she is the sin Lust, so obviously she is pretty sex driven. she doesn't really have a home, but she was made to reside with Lucifer, who is collecting all the deadly sins.

and thats it. (:
:iconfadenblade: is kindly doing a picture for madelyn (:
:icontrinitywynette: is doing both araminta and nathari

thanks guys!!!!

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